I keep praying for transformation. Somehow, it keeps eluding me. I know that God is for me. I truly know it. Yet this sadness remains. I just don’t understand what’s going on?
Oh Lord I just want to feel better. I want to wake up in the morning rejoicing in your goodness because you are good. I want to feel like my life has a purpose. I want to be filled with your joy because it’s my strength. Lead me out of this wasteland. Please God. I need you so desperately. Why can’t I just be satisfied with the life you have given me? Why do I look for ways to cover up this sadness? Why is my heart so troubled? You have given me such a good life. Why don’t I feel like living it?
Please pray for me if you think of it.
This is day 14 of #Write31Days.
All posts can be found here.