transformed by renewing my mind_day 14

I keep praying for transformation. Somehow, it keeps eluding me. I know that God is for me. I truly know it. Yet this sadness remains. I just don’t understand what’s going on?

Oh Lord I just want to feel better. I want to wake up in the morning rejoicing in your goodness because you are good. I want to feel like my life has a purpose. I want to be filled with your joy because it’s my strength. Lead me out of this wasteland. Please God. I need you so desperately. Why can’t I just be satisfied with the life you have given me? Why do I look for ways to cover up this sadness? Why is my heart so troubled? You have given me such a good life. Why don’t I feel like living it?

Please pray for me if you think of it.

His… Michelle
Philippians 1:20

This is day 14 of #Write31Days.

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five minute friday_care_day 10

Do you care that my life has taken a turn for the ordinary? Do you care that I can’t seem to find you anywhere I look? Do you care that I have no passion for anything in front of me? Do you care? I feel like I’ve been wandering around a dessert for months. I feel like you’re too busy to be worrying about me, to care about me. Please help me. I need you Jesus. I need you so much. I know it seems like sometimes I don’t care if you are with me or not, but it’s just not true. I’m in the flat lands. I’m starting to think the flat lands are the hardest of all. Jesus.

His… Michelle
Philippians 1:20

It’s time for Five Minute Friday! This is day 10 of #Write31Days.

All posts can be found here.