an Ecclesiastes state of mind

Ecclesiastes 1
Nothing Has Any Meaning

1 These are the words of the Teacher. He was the son of David. He was also king in Jerusalem.

2 “Meaningless! Everything is meaningless!”
says the Teacher.
“Everything is completely meaningless!
Nothing has any meaning.”
3 What does a man get for all of his work?
Why does he work so hard on this earth?
4 People come and people go.
But the earth remains forever.
5 The sun rises. Then it sets.
And then it hurries back to where it rises.
6 The wind blows to the south.
Then it turns to the north.
Around and around it goes.
It always returns to where it started.
7 Every stream flows into the ocean.
But the ocean never gets full.
The streams return
to the place they came from.
8 All things are tiresome.
They are more tiresome than anyone can say.
But our eyes never see enough of anything.
Our ears never hear enough.
9 Everything that has ever been will come back again.
Everything that has ever been done will be done again.
Nothing is new on earth.
10 There isn’t anything about which someone can say,
“Look! Here’s something new.”
It was already here long ago.
It was here before we were.
11 No one remembers the men of long ago.
Even those who haven’t been born yet
won’t be remembered
by those who will be born after them.
Wisdom Doesn’t Have Any Meaning

12 I, the Teacher, was king over Israel in Jerusalem. 13 I spent all of my time studying. I used my wisdom to check everything out. I looked into everything that is done on earth. What a heavy load God has put on men!

14 I’ve seen what is done on this earth. It doesn’t have any meaning. It’s like chasing the wind.

15 People can’t straighten things that are twisted.
They can’t count things that don’t even exist.
16 I said to myself, “Look, my wisdom has really been growing. In fact, I’m now wiser than anyone who ruled over Jerusalem in the past. I have a lot of wisdom and knowledge.”

17 Then I used my mind to understand what it really means to be wise. And I wanted to know what foolish pleasure is all about. But I found out that that’s also like chasing the wind.

18 A lot of human wisdom leads to a lot of sorrow.
More knowledge only brings more sadness.
New International Reader’s Version

Confession time. I’m trapped in this state of feeling like life is meaningless. I’m pretty sure it’s all just part of the transition to life after Mercy Ships. I had such a roller coaster, exciting up and down, out and back year. Now the ride is over and I’m just wandering around looking for the next thing to give me that rush.

And so it goes in life, right? From exciting to mundane and back again. So what is the point? What is my purpose? How do I get past the feeling?

Ecclesiastes 12:13
13 The end of the matter; all has been heard. Fear God and keep his commandments, for this is the whole duty of man.

Everyday, the Lord keeps waking me up. My sole purpose? To glorify God in all I say and do, to love, support, and encourage each person who crosses my path, to bring good news that Jesus died for him so he could live forever.
So I Get up, walk out the front door, even though every ounce of my flesh wants to never walk out the door again. And I hang onto Jesus.

Hebrews 11:1
Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen.

His… Michelle

Linking up with Lyli @3DLessons4life.


8 thoughts on “an Ecclesiastes state of mind

  1. When we walk to the edge of all the light we have and take that step into the darkness of the unknown, we must believe that one of two things will happen: there will be something solid for us to stand on, or God will teach us how to fly. (Vicki Dell)

    How can we choose love when we have experienced so little of it? We choose love by taking small steps of love every time there is an opportunity. A smile, a handshake, a word of encouragement, a phone call, a card, an embrace, a kind greeting, a gesture of support, a moment of attention, a helping hand, a present, a financial contribution, a visit … all these are little steps toward love. Each step is like a candle burning in the night. It does not take the darkness away, but it guides us through the darkness. When we look back after many small steps of love, we will discover that we have made a long and beautiful journey. (Henri Nouwen)

    • Oh Neil! Just the words of encouragement I needed to hear. Thank you my friend. I am praying for your continued strength to persevere through illness so you come out on the other side well and whole! ❤️

  2. Your posts has echo’s of Psalm 27: 8 -11 in it (to me) … It’s no fun being in the land of limbo. I know people talk about God doing things in our heart during these hard times he can’t do any other way..I still contend God is OK with us when we vent and snort…mean’s your still alive 😉 DM

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