I have finally officially arrived at my final destination. I say final loosely because I have my plans and God has His. So where is your final destination Michelle? I ended up moving into a spacious 432 square foot studio apartment, complete with Murphy bed, full kitchen, full bath, and walk in closet. I’m in a little town called Lauderdale by the Sea. Yes. It’s as nice as it sounds. I’m 2 blocks from the beach and 1.5 miles from the job I should be starting next week.
The hardest thing about this week is being completely alone again after spending 5 weeks with my people. I was crying yesterday because I have to buy stuff again. I wasn’t supposed to have to buy stuff again for a long time. I just don’t know what God is doing. I’m afraid he’ll never want me to serve him again. What am I supposed to do for the rest of my life? I just have to keep believing he’s got a plan.
I’ve never ever been good at waiting.