Write for five minutes. Then share over @thegypsymama.
I haven’t linked up for several weeks, but this topic caught my eye. The word this week is broken.
I got home from Spain 2 days ago. Today my heart is broken because I realize I’m so different from my family now. The people I love most in the world seem to be drifting further and further away from me and it feels like all I can do is sit by and watch, helpless to change any of it.
I ask God why? Why would You open my eyes, but not open theirs? What trick is this that I get to see and know Your goodness, but they don’t? Why should one be jealous and angry because another found true peace and forgiveness? Or another cut down and mock the truth that I try to speak? I don’t understand? I love them and only want them to have what I have.
I just don’t know how to live through this?
I confess this took more than five minutes because I couldn’t stop crying. Please pray for God to open the eyes of my family.