Yesterday was my first day at the new job and it turned out to be great! I had 8 hours of orientation along with another guy. I got to share with him what I’ve been doing with Mercy Ships. I’m amazed when I meet someone I never met before and he says he wants to support God’s work in west Africa! Why am I amazed? What God is doing there is so good! I guess because I still feel like it is me. It’s my good deed or work. It’s me someone likes. But it really has nothing to do with me, does it? How long do you suppose it’s going to take me to realize it’s not about me? Oh I know in my head it’s not about me, but in my heart? I’m such a foolish girl. I pray the Lord continues to change me and teach me to understand life is bigger than me. Life is more than my hopes and dreams and desires.