I’ve been in such a state of worry and anxiety these last three weeks. I kept telling myself it’s culture shock or reverse culture shock or culture stress or something. But this morning it hit me like a brick between my eyes, I haven’t been at the feet of Jesus at all! I’ve been in this vacuum. I’ve totally been like Martha. I get so busy, so caught up in other stuff, I almost completely walk away from the Lord. I’m so grateful to God for not letting me go one more day without Him. I thought to myself this morning, “I need to search out my Love earnestly. No more cursory glimpses.” I found my friend Neil’s post this morning focusing on Isaiah 26:3 -You keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on you, because he trusts in you. This led me to Romans 8:6 -For to set the mind on the flesh is death, but to set the mind on the Spirit is life and peace. And I knew instantly, I’ve been setting my mind on death. I thank God for getting my attention! I had such a refreshing time with Him, meditating on His love, His goodness. I feel like a new person. 🙂
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