I’m not all right. I’m stuck in between where I was and where I need to be. I don’t even know how to describe how I feel. It’s not like anything I’ve experienced before. I’m sad but I don’t know what I’m sad about at all. I’ve got a great life. I have an awesome family. I have terrific friends. So what is it? Is it grief? Is it reverse culture shock? Is it too much time on my hands? Is it an inability to just be still? How long God?