I want the cynic in me to die an everlasting death…

On 11/12/2005, at the age of 42, I called on the name of the Lord. I have been walking with Him ever since. It’s been an amazing adventure. Following the Lord is not for the faint hearted. It takes a lot of courage to admit you can’t change without Him. It takes a lot of courage to ask Him to be changed. But that’s exactly what I have asked for. When you ask God to change you, be prepared. He doesn’t want to change just a little bit. He wants to change all of it!

Hi! My name is Michelle. I am a sinner in need of a Savior. I am a cynic in need of a Savior who will break my heart and tear down the granite wall that I built around it. As I prepare to embark on my greatest adventure with the Lord yet, I am praying for Him to utterly destroy the cynic. I want Him to take every hideous thing in my heart and crush it, the whining, the complaining, the pessimistic, the gossiping. I might have a cute facade, but it isn’t good enough anymore. I want all these bad traits to be stripped away from my heart and soul so that I shine with a brightness that will require others to wear shades. Not for me, but all for the glory of my God and Savior! I want people to know there is a God in heaven who loves them with an everlasting love! As long as the cynic lives in me, they won’t see Him the way I do. As long as the cynic lives in me, the light will be dimmer than it should be.

I ask all of you, the people I love and who love me back, to join with me in praying for God to destroy the cynic in me. I know He can do it. He can do anything! He alone is worthy! To God be the glory both now and forever! Amen!

His… Michelle
Philippians 1:20


4 thoughts on “I want the cynic in me to die an everlasting death…

  1. We all need prayer for God to work in our lives and make us more and more like him. I just prayed for you. II cor 3:18: And we all, with unveiled face, beholding the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image from one degree of glory to another. For this comes from the Lord who is the Spirit.

    Have a blessed day

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